The Moonlight Bleeds Tonight

The Moonlight Bleeds Tonight

The moonlight bleeds tonight. Idk what am I thinking~ but probably I’m tired after going out to town today. ...Was in a normal mood (I guess) n still I think its juz normal for me. ...Thinking on how to solve my school-tasks in short period of time; thinking on how to make myself stop being a lazy-brat; surviving in “life” like this… I wish I could pass the time~ ...I'm thinking of talking with a friend of mine; BUT I guess I am too picky to to do so~. I don’t really pour out my feelings and etc. (its weird~ I know); actually~ I was thinking of a name rite now, but idk if he's into listening to all-of-this-silly-shits-of-my-life. Besides~ I really don’t wanna bother him wif such life-stories. I don’t want him to think that I'm some kind of wierdo~ Watever it is he hav his own prob. (don’t get me wrong. He’s a good friend of mine, old friend and …yup, I juz don’t wanna bother anyone~).

Anyway, I was out to town today wif Suzi and we went out to for hang n etc... bla-ba-bla girls-talk. Going eat and ect. Bla... bla... bla... Then we went to a comp.shop; to take my mp3 player. (I was thinking of checking my stuff either if its ready or not...~) I expected that they’ve done their job; too bad it still unsolved …I guess shits happen! One of the shop-assistant scolded me after listening to my complaint. (A customer's worrying syndrome.. -_-") ~I was saying that “YES; it's my fault that I didn’t checked for the product’s functional before took it, BUT expecting your shop promises for 2 weeks now without even calling me bout my mp3-player-condition is making me feel uneasy!”, too bad he pissed and scolded me; claiming that, it’s not his job to contact me; but the technician. (HELL; he is somekind of technician.. n wtf is he doing there? right!!?? (He supposed to giv me a report last Tuesday; no matter how worst is my mp3 player condition!) "Its not his job; but the technician" <--- BULLSHIT! He also suggested that, ‘I should meet his boss and ask/complaint to the boss straight away and not supposed to blame it on him.’ WHAT THE FUCK!!?? …I feel a lil embarrassed to Suzi for the things that she need to witness; BUT I guess I hav my right to counter back. “this is your shop! You’re working under it! …and I AM YOUR CUSTOMER!! How dare you say like that!!?? ...as if I didn’t care bout my damaged-thing that I bought from your shop!? …atleast you contact me last Tuesday; as how you promised me!!?” …and I guess I go bla-bla-bla… bla-bla-bla… (…-_-" ugh~ …stupid~) “I juz want my mp3 player to get repair!” …told that straight to his face. …and guess wat? The coward curse me from afar and moving his ass out of my face~ how graceful~ happy Easter; idiot! ...i swear to be his worst nightmare if he keeps cursing me from afar after a word! You’re lucky today, sucker! (-_-)” …and I feel better after my case being taken care by his friends.

~life… life… life~ I guess it’s time for me to stop complains at Suzi’s~ because she hav her own stuffs to be cracked with, rather than listening to my life-shit. …seriously I am really sick at politicians-idiotic and a green-eyes-monsters at school; A back stabbers, a gossipers, fakers and etc. they’re all around. Not to blame on other or any groupies of pple in there~ but I won't say any names. I just don’t want to be drags-in their dilemmas and dramatic-fake-or-non-fake stories (watever~) …or lets juz say... to any silent wars~ I juz want to end this shit. People, life, feelings, emotional, they’re all bullshit! …I bet to escape or to avoid myself from being stuck-in their wars might save my day~ …keeping a gap will reduce shits~ I’m happy leave the crowd~

Friday the 13th~ Jason is on the play. 3 and a half; rates for this show! The thrills aren’t really scaring. I wan't some more…

GTG.

-Beck, the Bandagedknee-