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Right now... I feel down~ I’m not sure about the reason, but totally I’m feeling sore. I hate everything, I want to ban on anything and I hardly I wanna stabs myself HERE! …right at the chest; heart! Feelings! -_-“ …HURTS! ~So I can feel that I’m totally …sore? Numb? Feeling “here” not dead or… dying? Gargh whatever!~ …I feel unmotivated! I feels hate! I feel dumb! I feel… Everything! Anything! (WHATEVER!!! -_-) All attacks at heart!! HATE! They’re killing me! Whatever~ …I don’t feel it right~

…sorry this isn’t any good stories or happy-ever-after to share. Not even any informative to be proud of! I DON’T HAVE ANY FUCKING GREAT LIFE TO SHARE WITH! I DON’T FEEL LIKE I’M LUCKY OR GOOD AT ANYTHING!!! I hate myself and how I really wanted to die!!! Hate! Hate! Hate! Hate! Hate! HATE! Hate! Hate! Sore! Sore! Sore! Sore! Sore! Sore! Sore! Sore! Sore!!! I don’t have anything to offers! I’m ugly at everything!!! I want to cut my wrist!!!! Useless! Dumb!! Fat!! Ugly! Ugly! Ugly! Ugly! Unlucky! Hate! Hate! Sore! Sore! Sore! Unwanted! Sore! Sore! Sore! Sore! EVERYTHING!!! …I want everyone to die. Fuck up at any matters!!

…you just don’t know me~

-bandagedknee; broken medusa!-