Tap My Shoulder; I Know Everything Will Be Okay

Tap My Shoulder; I Know Everything Will Be Okay

This is BECK; the bandagedknees!
Your Broken Medusa; and The Poisonous Writer
I talk whatever I want;
And I do whatever I like;
You can’t asked me to stop,
Nor you can’t resist my conversation!
I’ll strike to the graves;
And you’ll be my ash!
Yeah, you guys can cry trying;

But aggravation will be the answer

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ROFLMAO (Roll Over the Floor, Laughing My Ass Out!)! I am now at my ass laughing out loud; alone in my room with feelings like, “What!?” I don’t know! I don’t know how to describe it. It’s funny and o well, it does killing! HAHA!! Its life we talking about and everyone now knows about how I feel towards WORLD! Sore, Sore, Sore, Sore, Sore, Happy, Sore, Sore, Sore, Sore, happy, Sore, sore, sore, sore, funny, sore, sore, sore, sore…. Till the end! It’s about the same! It’s liked an idiot-wheel-of-life that given us any uncertain opportunities to feel good, better, sore or worst! I was at my ass; mourning bout how is life to be so unfair to certain people. And sometimes or mostly I was feeling like I am a victim. Too bad dad’s quote is making it clear, “sometimes it’s not the faith that troubling. But it’s the person’s idiotic that making things worst!” Well, maybe I am the idiot before for wishing things to be “better or smooth”, but I guess everyone does that too. Right? Whatever~

I was in sorrow before aggravated bout my fucking horror love life! Maybe if I’m a bit “relax” like what Claudel’s suggested I might be assure to skip this humor! LOL. Anyway I guess everything is back to normal now, and yup THIS IS ME; LOVE IT OR HATE IT YOU HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT!

So like I said; I have a funny experiences to share and please do tell me that either if I’m in a bad situation or I’m still such a smart girl on earth! Trying to share this fucking thing with REAL life friends and not with some virtual someone; it’s a waste! I can’t really talk or share to just anyone. They WON’T listen! They never do! Whatever~ "It’s all like a bandaged knees; once you falls you’ll assure to get back on your feet but a while moment after that it’s not at any guarantee that you won’t fall! Life is like bandaged knees, if you fall you need to get back on feet and bandage it as soon as possible. Simple right! (But hard to do~)"

I was at my puppy-love this recent and yup; when there is love, there’ll be hate or sore heart. It is just too ridiculous. I’m happy to end all those shit! Anyway; back to the main thing. What do you think about this situation?

I’d blocked or banned a guy that used to be my potential lover AKA a priest-wannabe because of his dream! Hence he had admitted to choose that profession over me! This puppy love isn’t work for both of us! You need to move on!

Sorry; not by intention to humiliate other but I was composing this situation thingy over and over using “better” words but it’s like “didn’t really ring the bell”. I tried to talk to some friends about the matter that related before but they’re like, “Hell Beck! Doesn’t it great? It’s good for him to be that person don’t you think so? If you really like him, well let he be what he wanted to be then.” Well, READ THIS: NO ITS NOT! YES IT MIGHT BE GOOD FOR HIM BUT SUCKS FOR ME THOUGH! SO, WHAT THE HELL, RIGHT!!?? WHAT AM I DOING THERE THEN?

He has committing in love with me but STILL wanna undergo the trial to be a father AKA priest. To be that; it’s a BIG NO for them to be in love with any person (not into exposing which Christian society is he following, but correct me if I’m wrong!) Still he doesn’t want to break up till he knows his destiny! What the fuck right!? Unfortunately or luckily; he’s not suit at any criteria that supposed to be. He’d failed to be a priest! ROFL! Don’t hate me for being such an evil person for laughing at that failures but gimme a second and try to imagine. Just in case if he’s success to be what he wanted to be; what will become me? Don’t you think it’s a selfish idiot priest wannabe to still wanna keep up with me while he’s gonna leaving you!? Plus; he might be a luckiest person if I’m still there wailing my ass to wait for him! How lame!!??

I don’t know what I’m thinking about; but everyone seems to against my will! They NEVER listen but jump on to their own conclusion without listening!! So FUCK THAT people! It’s all about trust we talking about and IF YOU WERE ME; WILL YOU WAIT FOR EMPTY HOPES TO WHICH HE MIGHT NOT REALLY INTO YOU!? IT’S HIS SECURITY TO ASK FOR YOU TO WAIT FOR HIM! Geezzz!!

…whatever! I don’t know if this writing is enough or not; but I’m feeling lazy to describe it. Leave me comment then and curse me if you think it’s worthy. “Wrong perception in OWN religion is making one to be naïve, fanatic and idiot!” Well; LOOK AROUND YOU! They’re everywhere!

Click here for related subject, perhaps this help to describe my situation.

P/s: Dude, if you reading this. I am a good person! Don’t worry about your failures to drag me out of the darkness. I’ve been there before! People pray for me every times this happen, especially when things can’t work like you expected!

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I fall a thousand times now

And I’ll face a thousand times more

When I fall I’ll get back to my feet

When I’m on my feet;

I’m sure to falls again

After all I keep rising;

Abandon on every sickness

...That’s where the bandage knee come from

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\m/BECK\m/

-Still at ROLLING and Laughing-

ROCK ON