The Howling of Broken Medusa
Suddenly I feel like I wanted to cuts; to see how the blood bleeds and feel how the wound hurts. I really need to transmit those pains into other thing that really shows; not for other to know but to make me feel it right. Tears don’t come out and smiles always interpreted wrongly; I just can’t stand those shits.
Suddenly I feel down. There is no one to understand. Not evenGOD! I don’t know what to trust or how to trust anymore. I don’t know what to believe. If there is really god (or else he must rocking his ass watching us DIES IN PAIN!) why do we have to suffer? Why do we have to mourns at any loses we have? Why does he have to take everything that he has gave? Why!? Why!? And Why!?
I can’t sleep and I can’t really feel the atmosphere around. There are lots of things that storming in my mind; as I really wanted it to just end. I wish I could leave everything and run from everything. Start a new beginning or just end on EVERYTHING.
I don’t trust anyone. I don’t trust anygod either! It’s making me rotten soon than what I really expect it to be. If only I have a gut to end everything tonight; this post maybe for the last… I just can’t stand everything anymore.
Suddenly I feel down. There is no one to understand. Not even
I can’t sleep and I can’t really feel the atmosphere around. There are lots of things that storming in my mind; as I really wanted it to just end. I wish I could leave everything and run from everything. Start a new beginning or just end on EVERYTHING.
I don’t trust anyone. I don’t trust any
Beck here;
The Bandagedknees
Your Broken Medusa
A Dark Venus
And a Rotten Soul
…I just need to end everything~
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3 comments:
oh...beck...don't cut...even its hurt because its pain
Dear Beck,
I'd been reading ur entry many many times,..and often I ponder..I felt kindda sad cos there ain't a single thing I can do to assist you. If there is a way where I can reach you, I will do so..but I don't know where r u now.
Pls do not harm urself. If u still consider me as a friend..pls do contact me through my email. I do care about u.
One more thing...don't say that u r ugly cos u're not! U r worth more than u think. TakeCare
ur cyber friend, Honey
...mmm thanx -_-" for the comments~
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