Sexual Jokes; It's Pissing!

Sexual Jokes; It's Pissing!

Okay now, I’m here again to write about everything that is untold. To express everything that isn’t sweet to makes other having bad experiences about myself. So again; this is me in my own world war; I rather go back at my static stage and keep myself alone in my own room. I love to be myself, alone and undisturbed by others, un-bothers and soon I’ll might may be forgotten. How serene!

Today; I just realize that every single day; everyone that connected to me or known become “someone that I familiar with”, and totally not a stranger. And every time that changes happen it exposing their individualities and characteristic; either if they’re likes you or dislikes you it really shown. (Yup, for a matter of fact, I’m not stupid to interprets those look or attitudes towards me~) Its people that I’m talking bout and its “experiences” that I’m murmuring about. …I rather go back to my own room and stay alone. Dealing with human’s attitudes isn’t really my thingy.

Everything that I know is being myself and trying to cope with “cowardice-haters” out there or any other “great-friend-fan”. A friend of mine has asked me today, mentioned about, “Why do I never spot you mad? Have you ever felt mad? Can’t you mad at someone?” and I said, “No, I mad 24/7. You don’t want to know if I do that, but showing others that your a totally mad isn't really makes you look 'cool'”

Happy go lucky, aren’t cares about other people’s perception (but care bout their needs) and stay being myself; maybe that’s a bullshit elements to be yourself, and at the ends LOOK AT ME!!?? They didn’t really care about everything! Sexual jokes, physical-mock-jokes, manners; WHAT THE FUCK!?

Seriously; Nah! Not my thingy of having a boring jokes everyday~ before it sounds too dull I rather stay back and leave the crowd behind. I miss my old lifestyles. Next; a friend has asked me, “do I go out at night and do clubbing?” The answer is: NO, I don’t do clubbing! Unfortunately they’re dares to bet that, “I speak lies”. Funny but nah~ its just attitudes, I guess people forgot to “know” other people’s inner-self.

By the way; gargh!!! These recent classes are kinda tiring!! Argh!!! Plus; my mood swing a second after online chats with a friend of mine at class. I don’t know when he would stop pissing me with his marriage-lovelife thingy! Showing me his wife like EVERYTIMES we chat doesn’t really making me feel better, besides WHAT THE FUCK?? It’s your youth-thingy-marriage so what do I have to involve in your Cinderella love thingy, right? Good for you pal but so what? –Geez! LOL.