Whatever~ It's Bullshit!
Whatever~ It's Bullshit!
WARN: LOTS OF CUSSES-WORDS YOU DON'T WANT TO KNOW
Still I’m not feeling good today. I woke up earlier this morning and like always; I switch on my laptop and waiting for everything log on automatically. Everything works as usual only that I didn’t put myself into visible mode. I feel irritate; I don’t know why: hate! Hate! Hate! Hate! That’s all that I can say. And as a morning gift; I fought with my sissy again! Gargh! I should leave; whatever~
I just hate myself even more…
Things that I hate; I list a few things that I think I hate the most. Trying to find which part makes me being ironic! I’m getting apart from community; I don’t know why. I just feel hate and I’m not satisfied exposing myself to the outside’s world. Perhaps I should leave… Maybe I need help? To which ‘help’ that I’m sure I can’t get. Whatever. You just don’t understand. I don’t understand either. I can be better (maybe); but I’m not feeling good. …and I hate to fake! I can’t fake. I’m sucks at it.
…and I forgot how to communicate with my outside world. Perhaps you think this is a drama~ ...Can't blame you~ Coz you've live in 'perfect-perfect-perfect-perfect-world!' So you can just forget me; the sore hearted people that living among you guys..
I just hate myself even more…
Things that I hate; I list a few things that I think I hate the most. Trying to find which part makes me being ironic! I’m getting apart from community; I don’t know why. I just feel hate and I’m not satisfied exposing myself to the outside’s world. Perhaps I should leave… Maybe I need help? To which ‘help’ that I’m sure I can’t get. Whatever. You just don’t understand. I don’t understand either. I can be better (maybe); but I’m not feeling good. …and I hate to fake! I can’t fake. I’m sucks at it.
…and I forgot how to communicate with my outside world. Perhaps you think this is a drama~ ...Can't blame you~ Coz you've live in 'perfect-perfect-perfect-perfect-world!' So you can just forget me; the sore hearted people that living among you guys..
...still I'm not a favorite to anyone. They're hate me since.. FOREVER! The memories on how people being unfair! I just hate people!
Things that I hate
1. I hate it when people trying to make me feel bad about myself and starting to play a joke on it! Trying to sounds cute, funny, happy or whatever it is; its bullshit! I don’t laugh on some jokes its bullshit! My life isn’t a joke, and I don’t see the reason to laugh on my sore life.
2. I hate people who trying to get closer with me; thinking that I’m too easy! Guys, girls they’re the same. They think because I’m being polite means they can mock on my personality!? Its bullshit! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot!
3. I hate pervert! Pervert sucks! I hate it when people judge me wrong and think that I’m so easy based on my appearance! I’m not a rock star wannabe! And I’m not a slut! Whatever you think.. its bullshit!
4. I hate the judges! Judges sucks! They think they’re better than anyone so they can rule on ‘which is a better person and which is not!’ First appearance means nothing! Its crap! Emotionally-Minded-and-your- Thought are too naïve!
5. Liar sucks! I hate liars! They think they can play dumb on other people’s life and gambles on their hopes to which they’re killing other people personally at, ‘TRUST!’. Fucking trust! I can’t trust anyone! Not even your god! It’s useless; he’s not even there! Liar sucks! They think people are damn-idiot to sense their idiotic! Its just bullshit! Get a life!
6. I hate preps! Trying to look cool, cute and jumpy on any happy-happy-happy-happy-happy-fucking-thingy things and act jumpy on any occasions. They think by showing and tell makes people drool and could die to do you; ANYTHING! It’s BULLSHIT!! Whatever~ I still think your PINK sucks! Your cosmetic-fragrances suck! Your hair, your dressing, your FAKE VOICES; it’s FAKE. Whatever~ YOUR A PLASTIC! Next they’re laughing on people’s life especially people with sore life; LIKE ME!! Comparing us to your pink world! Its bullshit! (They think they’re cute~ Whatever~ -_-)
7. I hate religion-idiotic! They’re fakers! Hypocrite; BIG TIME loser! They think they’re perfect! Trying to look better and pretend to be better! Hence they even try to persuade people to believe that they’re better than anyone! Reading religious thingy, your quote is taken from the bible! It’s a lie! Trying to do rules and bang on their forbidden thingy but then~ THEY ARE THE MOTHERF*CKER OF ALL SINS!
8. I hate person who act to be cool and pretend to know bout anything. Pretend to undergo my sore feeling but then they’re talk nonsense. I try to make em stop talking shit because they don’t understand and it pissing me; but they just can’t stop! They even prays for my soul to go to the brighter place to which I’m gonna say FUCK YOU, IDIOT! I will heal! I will heal but of course not because of YOU! (-_-)” They just don’t understand. It’s stupid! …while some other people does trying hard on me and pretend to curses me for life; they think I’ll back to normal if they keep cursing on me! How lame! Dang to your theories! (Idiot~)
9. I hate FLIRTY BRATS! They think they’re charming, gorgeous, bla bla bla… Sooner or later they’ll leave. Claiming everything as friendships but waiting their time to screw you! How lame! Lame! Lame! Lame! Lame! Lame! You think a girl is a fish and its time to go fishing!!?? What the fuck!? ..I’m just curious can't guy be realistic without pretend to look cool!? Its just bullshit. Sorry I have no feelings. I become NUMB to every single experiences that I've got!
…still I don’t feels good. Thank Yougod ...It's still BULLSHIT!
Things that I hate
1. I hate it when people trying to make me feel bad about myself and starting to play a joke on it! Trying to sounds cute, funny, happy or whatever it is; its bullshit! I don’t laugh on some jokes its bullshit! My life isn’t a joke, and I don’t see the reason to laugh on my sore life.
2. I hate people who trying to get closer with me; thinking that I’m too easy! Guys, girls they’re the same. They think because I’m being polite means they can mock on my personality!? Its bullshit! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot!
3. I hate pervert! Pervert sucks! I hate it when people judge me wrong and think that I’m so easy based on my appearance! I’m not a rock star wannabe! And I’m not a slut! Whatever you think.. its bullshit!
4. I hate the judges! Judges sucks! They think they’re better than anyone so they can rule on ‘which is a better person and which is not!’ First appearance means nothing! Its crap! Emotionally-Minded-and-your- Thought are too naïve!
5. Liar sucks! I hate liars! They think they can play dumb on other people’s life and gambles on their hopes to which they’re killing other people personally at, ‘TRUST!’. Fucking trust! I can’t trust anyone! Not even your god! It’s useless; he’s not even there! Liar sucks! They think people are damn-idiot to sense their idiotic! Its just bullshit! Get a life!
6. I hate preps! Trying to look cool, cute and jumpy on any happy-happy-happy-happy-happy-fucking-thingy things and act jumpy on any occasions. They think by showing and tell makes people drool and could die to do you; ANYTHING! It’s BULLSHIT!! Whatever~ I still think your PINK sucks! Your cosmetic-fragrances suck! Your hair, your dressing, your FAKE VOICES; it’s FAKE. Whatever~ YOUR A PLASTIC! Next they’re laughing on people’s life especially people with sore life; LIKE ME!! Comparing us to your pink world! Its bullshit! (They think they’re cute~ Whatever~ -_-)
7. I hate religion-idiotic! They’re fakers! Hypocrite; BIG TIME loser! They think they’re perfect! Trying to look better and pretend to be better! Hence they even try to persuade people to believe that they’re better than anyone! Reading religious thingy, your quote is taken from the bible! It’s a lie! Trying to do rules and bang on their forbidden thingy but then~ THEY ARE THE MOTHERF*CKER OF ALL SINS!
8. I hate person who act to be cool and pretend to know bout anything. Pretend to undergo my sore feeling but then they’re talk nonsense. I try to make em stop talking shit because they don’t understand and it pissing me; but they just can’t stop! They even prays for my soul to go to the brighter place to which I’m gonna say FUCK YOU, IDIOT! I will heal! I will heal but of course not because of YOU! (-_-)” They just don’t understand. It’s stupid! …while some other people does trying hard on me and pretend to curses me for life; they think I’ll back to normal if they keep cursing on me! How lame! Dang to your theories! (Idiot~)
9. I hate FLIRTY BRATS! They think they’re charming, gorgeous, bla bla bla… Sooner or later they’ll leave. Claiming everything as friendships but waiting their time to screw you! How lame! Lame! Lame! Lame! Lame! Lame! You think a girl is a fish and its time to go fishing!!?? What the fuck!? ..I’m just curious can't guy be realistic without pretend to look cool!? Its just bullshit. Sorry I have no feelings. I become NUMB to every single experiences that I've got!
…still I don’t feels good. Thank You
*Wrote at 10AM , Nov 13, 2008
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7 comments:
Wow the list....but its good so they know who they are...:)
:P thanx for the comment april.. ;)
O_O"" hmm... ^_^
i'll just have to quote my own quote on this one :|
It's more easy to pretend being someone else then just being yourself, that's why everyone is so fake these days.
if you want more quotes just search on my blog, words to remember
Wow itu list.... sia terasa ni... opsss... adakah saya termasuk... matikudasailah mcm ni... niway this one nice and sometime buat sesiapa sahaja yg membacanya mengenali diri kita masing2... Thanks Beck...
oww..! Claudel! ^_^ hey.. u here.. ty for being around.. i was on ur page wanna leave some comments but it takes me long to load up ur page.. so i leave anyway bout the video.. ^_^ doesnt it great? the song makes u feel better coz it's like speak up ur mind..? :) ^_^ at least thats wat i feel..
and claudel.. the poem/ quote that u mention on ur page.. man its cool i lov it.. its too serene! ^_^ urs a great writer even tho u're not trying to be one..? idk.. ^_^ its beautiful even tho idk the meaning of ur other phrase.. coz its written in ur language.. hehe
...and ony! ^_^ teda hal baa tu.. O_O" its cool baa.. sowie if i act a bit 'susa' ni tia tau pa mo ckp.. hehe.. ty for reading.. :)
Rage, hatred, anger, its all in you! I feel you. I hope you feel better soon! =) Smile! It makes you feel better!
just let it out! spit it out! all that venin! all that hate :D) yea like i've said my blog is 50/50% Romanian - English :P but you'll always haveta find the other half :D but not everything has to have a meaning, not everything has to have a color, not everything has to be named X, it's just SOMETHING so it does exists, in this world maybe in another world or just in this infinite present while past it's just a second behind... in fact.. if i think twice that's another theory of life.
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